CHAPTER- 18❣️

Aditya's P.O.V

Damnnn! She was sitting right there on my bed. Looking so damn gorgeous. The veil on her head hiding her beautiful face from me. I slowly locked the door and started approaching her.

As I went closer I saw her gripping the bedsheets tightly. Is she scared? I sat on the bed and she scooted back.

Gently I kept my hand on hers which was gripping the bedsheet earning a small gasp from her. She tried to pull her hand back and but I held it tight.

Leaning forward I slowly undid her veil with my free hand and saw the most beautiful scene ever. She looked pretty but right now she looked even more beautiful.

The moonlight on her face making it shiny and her eyes held a sparkle. I kept looking at her face. She stopped trying to pull her hand back.

She looked at me and a red hue appeared on her cheeks. She looked down breaking my trance. I got up from the bed and offered my hand to her.

She looked up and hesitantly took it. I made her stand in front of me and gently gripped her shoulders. Before I could say anything she said something.

"Will you force yourself on me?" She asked looking down.

What! Why would she think that? I would kill myself before doing anything to her.

I gripped her chin and made her look up. Her brown amber doe eyes always make me forget everything.

"I'll kill myself before hurting you" I said looking into her eyes. She looked down and hugged me suddenly. I smiled and encircled my arms around her shoulders.

Her small body so well aligned with my big one. We slowly parted and I looked down at her.

"You should go and change. You can change in the washroom and I'll change in the closet" I said caressing her soft cheeks with the red hue.

"Oh and ek cheez toh mai batana bhool hi gaya, tum aaj bhot Sundar lag rahi thi" i whispered slowly in her ear earning another beautiful blush.

She was about to run when I held her hand and pulled her back. She collapsed with my chest as her clothed big round mounds crashed with my chest.

"Tumne bataya nahi mai kaisa lag raha tha" I asked teasingly. She turned even redder and shyly opened her mouth.

"Aap- aap bhi ache lag rahe the".

"Hayee" I said and kept a hand on my heart. She said it and I belive it.

I took her hands and kept them on my chest while wrapping my arms around her small milky waist.

She didn't look up at me. I raised her chin slowly and asked for permission.

"May I?" I asked keeping my one hand on her veil. She looked at me and slowly nodded.

I unpinned the pin and removed the veil from her head. Her hair wrapped in the gajra smelling so damn good. I bought my nose near them and Inhaled taking in her fragrance. I pulled her closer to me burying my face in her neck. God damn her smell.

She took a deep breath and I unpinned her gajra throwing it on the bed. Coming forward I placed my lips on the crown of her head where my mark now lay.

She put her forehead on my chest and I pulled back after the long kiss. Looking at her her cheeks were all red and pink and she looked so edible like that pink candy in every mela.

"Pins nikalne mai help kardun?" I asked her softly. It must be difficult for her to have those pointy things in her head all day.

She looked at me with her doe eyes and nodded. I took her soft hands and walked towards the mirror.

Slowly I took out one pin and her hair loosened a bit. Second pin and they loosesened a bit more. Now I wanted to see her long Hair.

Touch them, caress them, rake my fingers through them, inhale them. Okay and I'm sounding like a pervert. But what to do, she's making me do all this.

I stepped even closer to her my breath falling on the nape of her neck. Moving my eyes to her face, I saw her taking a deep breath in, her mounds going up and down and bit her lower him.

She clutched her lehnga and closed her eyes. I took the pins out with patience all though at this point I wanted to just open her hair roughly and see them.

But that would hurt my baby and I would never do that to her ever. She soft and fragile and my cotton candy. Hehe.

Finally. The last pin and her hair flew Down from the bun in a spiral all curled from the bun. I uncurled them and slowly traced my fingers along her length seeing those shiny hair.

So damn soft, fucking soft and lustrous. Her smell was making me go wild. Intoxicating, messing with my brain cells.

Well they never work when she's around but right now they're completely dead.

Pushing my nose in her hair I inhaled sharply my hands slowly going towards her waist. She gasped and I pressed my nose more into her hair.

I traced my nose all over her hair and then moving towards the side of her face onto her ear. Tracing it on her earshell where now hung those heavy jhumkas.

"Hogya" I said huskily.

I was getting even more intoxicated. Her smell was like a drug. I wanted it in my nose now. All around me. In my life.

"Adi" she whispered heavily and I hummed. Not taking my nose away. I bent my head a bit more and took her back ear lobe in between my tongue and took a big suck.

She gasped loudly, chest rising up and down rapidly. My eyes were changing color and now I wanted to remove her clothes and put her on her bed and make intense, passionate love to her.

She looked so erotic right now. Blood rushed through my body like fire with her labored breaths.

Taking off her earings I moved to the other side and did the same thing. My Saliva on her ear lobe. She was hot. Her mounds got my attention and I wanted them.

I turned her around and wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her closer. Now those mounds were in contact with my chest.

How will she smell there? In between that deep valley of intoxication, my teeth would graze her nipples, Making them erect and taking them slowly in my mouth, feeling that soft flesh in my mouth.

Placing my palms there squeezing them and making the blood rush to make her tips more erect. Measuring them with my tongue. Rubbing my nose in between her valley and licking and sucking her chest.

Every breath she takes would make them go deeper in my mouth, writhing under me she will plead. Feeling her wetness. Rubbing my nose on her nips and bitting them with my teeth softly. Tasting and worshipping every inch of her chest. Tasting her candy smell.

Sucking on them till they turn sore and pin her down completely. Her hands above her head in my hold and her assets in my mouth. Press my body in hers in an erotic way. Her moans. Kisses all the way around her breast. Licking them around and kissing along her lining. Her mounds going up and down with my every lick and suck.

Opening my mouth bigger and taking all of her in my mouth. Hearing that loud gasp from her as I suck her to her breath fastening. Putting my mark in between her valley then on her left mound then her right. Bright red. Teasing her round nipples and taking them in between my fingers squeezing them.

They turn pale for a second leaving them blood rushes back seeing her tip red. Pinching them on the tip and then slowly sucking the life out of them. All night.

"Adi rukiye" I heard a voice which made me come out of my trance. I looked down and saw a small tear on her side of her eye.

Oh fuck! What have I done? I told her I won't touch her and I did. Fuck me.

Cupping her face gently "sorry, I'm so sorry my love, I didn't-I" I was at a loss of words.

And what would I tell her? That she's responsible for this? That her crazy smell drove me out of my limits and if she didn't stop me I would've gone way further.

"I'm sorry, my love please don't cry I hate seeing you cry. Please I'm sorry. Please forgive me" I pleaded in front of her.

I don't wanna give her an Impression that I'm not a man of my words. She's a woman and she deserves respect. More than anyone.

I kept caressing her cheeks asking for forgiveness and she hugged me slowly.

"It's okay, I forgive you, it's just that-" she stopped and took a deep breath and looked at me.

I patiently waited for her to say and kept giving her comforting touches.

"I don't have a very good past. Infact my past haunts me. I'm trying to move on but everytime I do, something happens and it triggers all back again adi. I need time. A lot of it."

"I have trust issues but ever since you came I feel safe. I feel like I can trust someone again for the first time. But I don't know if this time somethings gonna happen and it will trigger again."

"Please adi please I just need-" she broke down in my arms and started sobbing. I hugged her all in and kept rubbing her back.

She needed this and I didn't care about anything else other than being there for her. I kept rubbing her back and she kept crying.

I wanted to show her that I was there for her. I would welcome her tears and take them with open arms. After a while she stopped sobbing and looked at me.

She was about to say something when I stopped her.

"Sssh, don't say anything now. You don't have to plead. I promise you I will never force you ever for anything my love. I will ask for your permission until you tell me not to"

"I will give you all the time in the world and only when you come to me yourself, will I touch you? No, I will love you like anything you've ever seen or felt. Never ever feel scared of me. It hurts me to see you fear me, makes me feel like a monster"

"I love you naina" I said it. I couldn't help myself. And It was the right time for me to say this. Her reaction was so cute. Her eyes widen and she turned all red hiding her face in my chest.

"I know you need time and you don't have to say anything now , take all the time you need but I just wanted you to know this that I love you" I said softly pulling her close

I chuckled at her reaction and pulled her back to look at her.

"I'm sorry my love" I said holding both her hands. She blushed. "Am I forgiven?"

She nodded her head shyly "yes and I-I" she fumbeled turning red again.

"Yes you?"

"Ilikedit" she said quickly but I understood and huge smile appeared on my face.

"You liked it?" I asked teasingly. She hit my chest light and whined.

"Adi don't tease me na" she said looking down. I laughed and looked at her again asking for permission to kiss her hands.

She nodded shyly and I again placed my lips on her hands and her palms kissing them softly and gently.

"Chalo jao change karlo, koi help chaiye toh batana" I said leaving her to go change.

"Pehle bhi help hi karre the aur dekho kya hogya" she mumbled something under her breath which I couldn't hear.

"What?" I asked her. She shook her head and went away.

She took her clothes out of her suitcase and went to go change. I went to go change in the closet.

After few minutes she came out and started wiping off her makeup.

Walking towards the bed I took the pillow and an extra comforter and walked to the couch.

She looked at me confused. "What are you doing?"

"I'm gonna sleep on the couch until you're comfortable with me sleeping on the bed with you" I said laying my comforter.

I looked back at her and she was looking at me with a look I couldn't understand. I gave her a small smile and was about to lie down when she again said something.

"But you won't be comfortable on the couch, it's way too small for you" she said with concern.

My heart melted right there. After what happened she still cares.

"Trust me I'll be okay, you should sleep it's been a long day and you need rest" I said and turned my face.

"But adi you also need rest and you too are tired, sleeping on that uncomfortable couch won't give you any" she was now standing beside me with a cotton in her hand and pouty lips looking cute as ever.

I got and looked at her.

"What do you suggest we do then?"

She looked at me and thought for a while. Is she thinking what I'm thinking?

"You can sleep on the bed with me" she said shyly. I was expecting that. Before I could say anything she spoke again

"I know you won't do anything and I'm comfortable with you sleeping on the bed with me." I opened my mouth to say something but she again cut me me

"Please" and this time she used her puppy eyes!. Something I cannot resist. And now I couldn't say no. Wow!.

I huffed and said ok and she smiled at me. Aur mai vahi flat ho gya.

I walked to bed and lied down on the left side and after a while I felt the bed dip and her getting in.

"Are you comfortable? Do you want my side of the bed?" I asked her.

She shook her head in a no and closed her eyes.

"Goodnight" I said

"Goodnight" and with that we both fell asleep.

This time the sleep was so peaceful. Like something finally happened and now you can breathe.

It was her.

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