CHAPTER- 34❣️

Naina's P.O.V

All I wanted to do was run.

To adi.

To cry and tell him everything.

But why wasn't I?

Because the note froze me. Was it talking about hurting adi. I can't take that! No!

Who is this person!? Just please stop!

I broke down there and then. Why why why??? Why is this happening with me. Why everytime the hope of a good life gets crushed. Why are you doing this god?

The paper itself scared me right now and all I wanted to do was run to him and let him take care of the rest just like how he promised me he would do.

But why am I not telling him? Why? What is wrong with me?

I kept crying until the bell rang and I looked up with red teary eyes. I can't attend college like this. I picked up my bag and starred walking out looking dead. In just a minute This affected me so much.

As I walking like a dead person which I was, I bumped into someone.

That bump shook me cause I was kind of lifeless with no strength to even resist a little push. I didn't look up to the person but muttered a small lifeless sorry.

Something that maybe even God should hear that how tired I am. Of everything happening around me. Of how all I want is happiness and peace. Maybe this sorry would show him my vulnerability. He has to know that I can't take it any more. I don't have the strength now.

I couldn't even reach for my bag cause tears kept filling my eyes every second. Everytime one came out they filled up again. Most of all I couldn't control it.

Everything around me felt dangerous, even the ground wanted to back off. Wiping my endless tears I somehow just grabbed my phone and with shaky hands called adi.

The phones screen wet with my tears and that same phone on my ear wetting it too. He picked up on the third ring. He wasn't lying when he said he do anything for me.

"Hello" came him loving soothing voice that made me release a deep breath and a few more tears.

"Ad-adi" I said hiccuping.

"Naina" came his hyped voice which gave me hope that he's coming for me.

"Please co-come an-and take me ho-home" I said crying and hiccuping.

"Baby I'm coming I'm coming hold on, shush hold on I'm coming" his voice was hurried and I figured he was running. I just hummed and moaned painfully and tears came out.

He didn't ask anything. What happened? Why you crying? Just comforted me by my tone. What did I do to deserve him?

"Baby stay with me I'm coming, nothings gonna happen" I wasn't going anywhere.

"Just breathe" "just breathe baby" "with me" "breath in" I took a deep breath in hiccuping "and out" "there we go nice and easy baby I'm coming"

I could hear loud honking and yelling and a painful smile with moans and tears broke out again and I stared crying loudly. Adi was pacifying me but I was too busy crying.

I still couldn't tell him! I wanted to. Every nerve in me had had enough and just wanted to spill everything out but what was it in me that was not allowing me to do so.

I was finding it hard to breathe now. My nerves seemed to have shrinked all of a sudden. I was struggling for breath as I felt as if my lungs were blocked too.

The car stopped abruptly infront of me and adi ran like a dog with the phone in his hands to me and engulfed in a hug.

He saw me struggling and hurriedly took me to the car on the back seat.

"Breath baby breath, just breath please" he said rubbing my back up and down. I took a struggling breath in and exhaled quickly.

"Yes yes yes just like that baby. Breath. Breath"

"A-adi" tears spilled more as the hiccups began again.

"I ca-cant take-" he smashed his lips on mine and everything stilled.

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Aditya's P.O.V

I kissed her. To cure something. Hoped it would. And it felt like it did the moment my lips touched hers.

My lips were so deeply captured with hers our mouths opened. I didn't move my lips, just kept them still on hers. My hands had cupped he cheeks and her hands on my biceps. Her chapped lips.

It was so electrifying, sparkling, intense, passionate, sexy, warm, beautiful. Everything stilled for a moment and everything around us vanished. It's only us. Our first official, intimacy after marriage. A lot of thoughts came Into my mind but right now I did not have the time to address them. Right now I only wanted to soothe naina. To love her to the fullest right now.

To let her breath know that it should calm down now. Don't give my naina so much trouble. Let her breathe. And so I conveyed this message to her body. Conveying it to her was something I did by moving my lips slowly and gently with hers. We were starting to slowly run out of breath but none of us parted. I'm a good swimmer so I can hold my breath for a long time but naina!? I didn't she could too. Because she wasn't even struggling for breath.

Either she wants to die! Or she's too lost in the moment like me that everything just went numb. The former one is stupid. She's not gonna die, no. Not after this moment. Her mind is gonna change and so is our relationship. I could feel her innocence, her purity her virginity of everything in this kiss. It's like this kiss allowed me a deeper knowing of her.

My tongue swiped her upper lip tasting the Vaseline she applied and sucking it all in. The only moisturizer she needs on her lips is my Saliva. I didn't want to go ahead with the tongue so I just sucked on her lower lip. She didn't move her lips but I could feel her giving in. She relaxed and let me take control, guiding her.

And then as if this was the only thing left to make me happy she began moving her lips with mine unsynchronized, inexperienced, yet beautifully. So I let her take control for sometime until we both got our chances and now felt as If we would actually die.

But out of breath. So we parted. Not completely but step by step because the heat was still lingering pulling us in together and we both were fighting it consciously and unconsciously for our own sake of living.

Our kiss didn't go far but it paved a far long way for our marriage to begin and go. Our noses and forehead still pressed together and breaths fanning each other's face.

"Adi" naina whispered. Her breath seemed to have calmed down now.

"I love you" my heart stopped beating.

Just like the first time I saw her! It hit like tons of bricks, 550 volts of shock, cold water on my face, hammer on my head, prick in my heart. All beautifully. All innocently. All lovingly.

"I love you too naina" I said hugging her. We both were on the backseat of the car hugging like our life depends on each other. Well now it did.

Parting and going back home felt like normal after something something not normal. Like different. The rest of the smallest moments after that one beautiful moment should also be beautiful.

And so we parted, slowly and lovingly. Naina looked into my eyes, they were calm and peaceful. But most of all they opened up to me now. Letting me see what's in them. What's bothering them! What's making them drawn to me. And I loved it, every bit of it and I hoped that my eyes too said something which words fail to.

I cupped her cheeks and caressed them.

"Thank you" she said as her blushy nature came back.

"Don't ever thank me, it's my duty" I said keeping a finger on her swollen lips.

"I have to. Kaise karto aap aisa?" She asked leaning into my touch. Everything happens automatically when you're around.

"Kya?"

"This, handling me so well"  she said smiling.

I smiled. "I don't know but when you're around all I wanna do is bring a smile on your face"

Her bunny teeth make my day or her smile. Well it's the same.

She bit her lip and blushed and hugged me again. My arms are always open for her no matter what. I love her so much and I'm so happy I finally got a chance to show it physically. Well I'm working on emotionally and all other aspects.

But we're making progress and that's the most important part.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" I asked while hugging her. She shook her head constricted due to our hug and I just hummed.

We parted and I kissed her forehead.

"Let's have lunch. I'm starving" I said.

"Yeah me too" she said and smiled. I got out of the car and went to sit at the drivers seat.

I pinned my seatbelt and halted. Naina looked at me confused.

"Baby can you come forward? I'll be able to concentrate better when you're next to me" I said looking at her through the rear view mirror.

A smile broke out on her lips and she climbed down the backseat and came front.

"Seats belts on baby! And let's go" I said and we took off to a nice place with nothing in mind but to have a peaceful lunch.

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Aditya's P.O.V

"Is Shahi paneer and mix veg okay?" I asked naina who ran her eyes over the menu confused.

She nodded and I gave the others.

"Anything else sir?" The waiter asked.

I looked at naina who was still looking at the menu. "Do you want anything else?"

She shook her head and handed the waiter the menu back.

"Your orders will be right up sir" he said and went away.

I looked around the big calm cozy restaurant with slight soft murmurs across tables. Every couple could have a peaceful time here. I looked at naina who was looking at a couple.

The boy asked something to the girl while holding her hand and tears brimmed in her eyes as she shook her head up and down. I smiled.

Well congratulations dude! To whatever she said yes to!

I looked at naina and thought for a minute. Then I gently took her hands in mine.

"Adi. What are you doing?" Naina looked around and turned to free her hand. I gripped them tighter.

"Adi please people are looking" she said trying to free her hands.

"No one is looking. They're busy in themselves and some of them are doing what we are" I said and pointed to the couple she was looking at.

The girl now had a ring on her hand. Oh wow! Proposal! Nice!

She looked down and a shy smile broke out on her face.

"You know I'm here for you right?" I asked looking straight in her eyes.

Her eyes softened as she nodded. I smiled and kissed the back of her hand making her blush.

Our orders came and my mouth watered at the sight of paneer.

Naina giggled and then I got lost in that.

"Why do you love panner so much?" She asked taking a bite of the Shahi panner and moaned.

"Oh wow!" She said.

"Now you know why!" I said taking a bigger bite. Oh heaven on earth!! So gooddd!!

We dug in hungrily and didn't speak until one of us burped feeling full and satisfied. Which was obviously me. She Made a face and I just burped again.

"Eww" she said and wrinkled her nose.

"What?" I shrugged my shoulders. She huffed.

"We're in public! Have some manners" she scolded.

I leaned over the table and huskily whispered. "Why don't you teach me some?" I winked and she looked away with pinky cheeks. I laughed and we went after paying the bill.

We had ice cream and drove home. No office! No college. Went home. Changed. Got into bed. Watched a movie. Had dinner in the room. Kissed her a little. And slept peacefully in each other's arms.

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