Naina's P.O.V
I kept looking at the blank sight in front of me. The chirping . And not saying or doing or thinking anything. Because I can't.
Not anymore. Never again.
Adis arms are around me and even though they take away any worry in the world, they're failing now. They are.
I felt a hand slide around my tummy as I felt a kiss on my forehead. I closed my eyes and let myself feel this. Enough to push me to start the day.
"Good morning my love" adi whispered in my ear. I didn't reply back. And he didn't ask again. I felt him come closer to me and his chin was on my head.
I kept staring and he too did with me.
"Did you sleep well?" He asked gently. I didn't say anything.
I herd him sigh and he pressed something from the remote and the curtains closed half. Not complete. Letting in a little light in the room.
He pulled me towrds him gently and covered me with a blanket and I slept again without feeling anything.
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I'm in his arms again. I never moved away in the first place. He's holding me tight.
My stomach grumbleded and looked at adi.
"Adi" I said gaining some strength. He looked at me immediately. He was awake.
"Yes my love?" He asked in the same tone.
"I'm hungry!" I said. He smiled.
"I know, our breakfast will be here any minute now" he said and I blinked my eyes at him.
My facial muscles were tired too. "I heard your stomach grumble before you" he said.
I looked away and the light which had turned bright indicating the sun.
"I'm not going to office today" he said kissing my hand. I was happy. But I couldn't show him. And I think he understood.
The room opened and came our breakfast. Even though I was hungry I didn't feel like eating anything. When I didn't eat anything adi tore off a Morsel and fed me forcefully.
My brain is still rational! I'm so grateful! My feet are cold.
I didn't want to chew anything. My tongue didn't like the taste of anything right now. But somehow adi made me eat on parantha and a small cup of tea. He ate after me while I laid back down and heard him eat.
It was a good distraction. He kept the tray aside and slipped in bed with me again. The bed was so warm.
"You know baby your birthday is Close" adi said. I didnt reply.
"I'm gonna make it the best day ever my love!" He said and kissed my forehead. Yeah! I hope so too adi. I don't have any energy in me. I really don't.
"Are you feeling okay, do you want something" he checked again and again and my silence worried him and I could feel it.
"They'll never ever come close to you again I promise! Never ever in this birth or any other." He said triggering what I was avoiding.
No! Don't say anything.
I looked at the time and it was 5 o clock. The rest of the family wouldn't be up yet.
"We can stay in bed for as long as you want" he said rubbing my belly. It felt good. I still had that indigestion though. I stored hell lot of tension in my hip and abdomen and belly.
I got up and drank some water. I don't want to bring anything up in my mind. Not anymore. No more killings.
I hate the word truth now!. I hate it.
Our conversations are short and I want to keep them that way, atleast for now. I know what's gonna happen If we get into too much talking. Why does it always come up? no matter how hard I try to hide it. Its strong and it pushes itself amongst us, bringing upon unwanted grief.
"I am not letting it kill and rot your body and mind naina. It hurts me when you hurt youself. Every second of grief you bring upon yourself, believe it or not I feel it too and it loosens our thread of love. I dont like that baby! I dont. I dont want it to loosen. I dont want it to win against us. If that crosses us then any other problem will cross that thread too and I dont want that! our love isnt that weak is it? tell me naina is our love weak? why do you take up so much on yourself when I am supposed to do that. We have to keep the balance. The thread has to be tied to both sides so that it dosent loosen. If its loose from one end, Its gonna hang and barely keep holding onto the last edge. I cant see you like this anymore! I just cant!" adi said kepping his forehead against mine.
He makes me cry. His words give the anxiety a hit in the head, slapping it back to reality. Somewhere I liked that and somewhere I didnt. But I didnt know anything right now and adi was right. I am letting it take control of me and everything around me. I cant let things get destroyed any more than they already are.
"adi!" I cried as he engulfed me in his pillow of comfort. He rocked me back and forth.
I was releasing the toxins from my body and every tear I shed just tightened the thread of our love.
"yes baby! let it out!" he said and continued rocking me. My cries turned louder as I was screaming at this point.
Letting the walls know what I held long back.
"thats it! youre doing so good baby! keep going!" he encouraged. His motion became a bit faster as I hugged him tight.
And with a last and final cry I screamed and let everything go. My head fell on his shoulder as my vision cleared. I could see much better now that it didnt fog my brain anymore. It lost! It lost! And I won!
His hand rubbing my back made me calm down faster and i gulped the dryness in my throat.
"you did so good my love! just so good!" he said kissing me tenderly.
His lips moved softly against mine and I couldnt help but reciprocate. Our necks tilted and mouths synced with every movement of our lips and I was loving every bit of it. He made me come back from the darkness. He was the light in my darkness. Only him!.
We parted and he kissed my forehead. We stayed still in each others arms.
"I still wanna make sure that it is out of you completely." he said looking at him and I lokked at him confused with red eyes.
"were gonna exercise from tomorrow! yoga and meditations! and we'll do it together" he said and a huge smile broke out on my lips. My heart was literally liquid at his concern. "we're gonna get natural therapy" he said.
God I am so so so so so so so luckyyyyy!!!!!!!!!
I nodded without saying anything cause he left me speechless.
"you did it again" i said looking at him.
"what?"
"what you do best! handle me!" i said rubbing my nose with him.
"i dont like anything else bothering my naina unless its my dick!" he shrugged and I widen my eyes to hit his chest. "wait! it dosen't bother you does it?" he asked teasingly and I turned red again.
"stop" i said
"Youre never gonna change" i said and huffed.
"as long as you're around, never" he smiled proudly and I shook my head at him and just like that the air too switched its button to happiness and joy.
"Do you wanna go down or stay here?" he asked. I was feeling much better now.
"I wanna go down" I said still in his lap. The best chair ever. He huffed.
"now im having second thoughts! lets just be here and enjoy ourselves. I'm seeing a smile on your face after so long and I wanna be the who sees it before anyone else" he said teasingly and I knew what enjoyment he was talking about.
"Adii!!" I squealed at his romantic dirty talks.
I couldnt help but let my cheeks give him the reaction he wanted.
"youre getting smart baby! im so proud of myslelf!" he said proudly. I shook my head at him.
"no, you're ruining my innocence!" I said. He smile and leaned in. "I ruined it a long time back" he said and I looked at him.
"on your mehndi, remember!" he said and it all came flooding back.
"or we can refresh some memories." he said wiggling his eyebrows. I slapped his chest.
"what? psychology says the best way to remeber something forever is to keep revising it over time" he said giving me knowledge.
"and since when do you know so much about what psychology says?" I asked snaking my arms around his neck.
"since I lost my sanity after tasting you that day and so I searched up ways to remember it forever and boom, psychology" he spoke and damn I was impressed.
"omgg I cant win against you in this area of romantic talks" i said laughing. He bobbed his nose with mine replying a 'yes'.
"i like being dominant" he said and smirked and I hid myself in his chest. "and I know how innocent you are. Teasing me with that wild sexy seductive inviting sensual provocative tempting alluring body of yours"
I gasped as he finished his description of my body pulling me closer and whispering in my ear just like did the day beofre yesterday when we- oh god I can't.
"enough of the talks now. Lets go down and have some family time" I said and he agreed.
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Aditya's P.O.V.
She's back. Finally!
I still havent told mom and dad and I think some things are best left where they are.
Currently we're dressed up and heading down. Somwhere everyone sensed the sadness in the air and everyone was at the table. Dad was not in his office suit. Is he taking an off too?
"oh you guys are here" vidhi smiled.
Everyone looked at us and smiled and we smiled back.
"we were waiting for you only bhabhi" ayush said. I narrowed my eyes at him.
"meri toh kisi ko yaad nahi aati" i huffed.
"aap literally bhabhi ke saath feviquick ki tarah chipke hote ho so we see you everyday" vaishanavi said and I looked at her while the elders laughed.
"exactly. We didnt see bhabhi so thats why we missed her" shreya interuppted.
"wow! kitni achi manners sikh rahe ho! keep going" i said clapping in sarcasm.
She flipped her hair back "I know right thanks"
"exams ke liye bhai padhaye, cheezon ke liye bhai ke paas aao aur fir 'ab kya yaad krna huh'?" i said and naina giggled. I dont mind it at all. I want her to have all the attention shes craved all her life.
"and we did thank you enough for that" Abhi spoke.
"I want malhotra's and Mehra's file on my table edited as soon as I enter my cabin. If I find a single error then be ready for 10 more files" I said smiling sweetly at him.
"what a trouble creater of a tongue for yourself" vidhi said laughing at abhi. He galred at her and huffed.
"Bhai I take my words back" He said smiling battling his non existent eye lashes.
"sharp 9 AM" I said and took my first bite after the convo. He whined and dad and mom laughed and so did naina.
"bhabhi help me" abhi pleaded. Naina looked at me and I raised my eyebrows at her challenging her.
"its okay you wont have to give any file tomorrow" she smiled at him and he smiled wide and blew a kiss at her.
Now that got me burning in two things. One, she's gonna be paying a sweet price for her little disobidience and second, she'll be taking a punishment for taking a kiss from another man.
I do not care if hes's my brother. No man other than me.
Abhi smiled sheepishly and I glared at him to which he gulped.
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